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im going in to army soon and i should feel happy or excited in either way.but wad i feel now is lonliness and sorrow.i dono wad do i have tt sorts of feelings,or i guess is mood swing?so many things had happened and now am i trying not to face the fact and get hurt or im just trying to live the life tt i know tt will onli happen in tales and try not to get hurt regardless of it whether its the truth or not.everyone says tt in life u gona let go of some things in order to move on,u just cant stand at ur own ground pacing.frens tt had left me so far from places to places,and im just advised to forget abt them and move on.i know the truth is showing me the reality,prompting me to forward.now the fact is tt am i able to achieve tt and do as wad the surrounding had force me to do?
my answer to all is a solid NO.frens tt i had made will always leaves traces in my life,having memories on my brain,and scars in my heart.i dono why am i feeeling this way now,maybe is the pressure and cannont the way my life is going to be and tt is not wad i want. im being force to made changes in my life becos i have totally no control over it or rather to put it in a bad way,im just so lousy to even made my own life and ppl just come by and made choices in my life which is not wad i wan.
this few days tt has past and going to i guess will be the nbest memory in my life.i hate to say tt but its a fact tt the things i wanted life to be now is disappointing. dreams and reality can onli be on the oppsite side and not on the same line.i hope tt im not lost in the midst of everything or anything.remenber me,remenber there is still a person called zeju tt had step into ur life.........
Thursday, November 22, 2007
its veri long seems ive been to my own blog due to alot of work and outing and of cos i cant use the com also.for the past one month time is realli veri precious for me be it time with frens or with my little darling!for me i will rather stay it in this state then to have any changes in my life for now.have so mnay things to do and so mnay things i want to have.
frens i hope tt u can be in my life forever....................
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i dono whether its me or is my mood swinging man.things surrounding me are making me so pissed off.it seems lyk im veri buay shuang with anythiing and anybody..hope i have still not offended anyone ba,if yes i also know who izzit.
maybe i stil cant get uised the speaking habit of ur ba.i need time to change,but i think now is abit gone case le..hope u understand
Saturday, October 27, 2007
ITS MY BDAE MAN~!!!!!! AND ITS SO HAPPY!!!
im so happy tt its my bdae on 26 oct man...i guess this year's bdae is the one tt i loved the most and most enjoyable one.
its my bdae but i still have to go to dayspring and work mna..its still okay anyway cos its onli in the morning.went to airport and do medical screening man.its onli lyk 80 ppl so managed to finish it lyk before 12 ba..
after tt met my darling to go to my house to bath and change.was abit late though cos i got to go hm and go to plaza sing to have my lunch there.we had ajisan ramen man.its my first time tryingtt thing so don laugh at me..*i got alot of things haven eat before anyway* forget wad i called but i know its veri full man.darling was lyk telling me tt she confirm cant finsh the ramen cos its always so full.i ordered tako yaki also.its quite small and onli have 6 balls of it but its quite tasty.its so sweet to eat with ur loved ones right???hahaha..
after tt we went to checked the time slot for the movie we are going to watch called "brothers".its was on 1620 so i decided to go to play the aracade awhile before we go to watch the show.then she decided to go to cineleisure and take neoprints.i intended to do tt also but since we got to spent 2hrs more before reaching 1620,we walked there slowly.it was veri veri hot i tell u.we dorectly went to the shop at cine and started to choose the one tt we wanted./u should know tt this kinda thing is girls stuff and im not good at choosing this kind of machine thing.one thing bad abt this thing is tt its all in japanese and there is no demo or pictures to show wad it looks lyk and how to choose.lastly it was all in yen and we had to change all our money to yen before we can even use the machine.i guess its the new rules there ba.first time tt i encounter tt...machine tt we chose were actualli not the one tt we wanted cos the other one tt is much more better got alot of ppl waiting to use tt so we decided to choose the one tt is new and wanted to try out the effect of it.....
it was HORRIBLE man...maybe is we didnt know how to operate it...but we got some pics tt we posed and its nice...was going to be late for the shoe and we headed back to P.S.on the way,we were thinking of buying ice cream back as its so hot and i cant take it..went to haagen daz to got one. i got myself cookie cream.it was not bad also....got to the cinema in time though..phew..show was not bad though,just tt the story not veri thrilling onli..
wen back to my house and collect darling de lappy and sent her hm.....
after tt, i went to vivo to meet cai hui hsien yung and cherry.was abit sad of wad cherry did but still got to watch redition which is SUPER NOT NICE LORH!!!!WASTE MONEY ONLI~!!hahaha...the show is abit bored sia...it was lyk one am alr when i finish the show....hahaha...
everyone is tired so we decided to go back hm and so.lifeng suddenly called me and say she got something to talk to me and asked me to go to his house for a while.......
FIRST THING FIRST~!!!! I WANA THANK LIFENG SIYUN MARCUS AND LINCOLN,LAST BUT NOT LEAST DARREN FOR THE SURPRISE!!!!
they realli gave me a surprise tt i had nvr though of..first ,i thought tt lifeng wanted me to go to near is house to talk.so i follow suit.then things start to be weird as she kept looking behind lyk there is smth lorh..when i turn back i was so shocked tosee tt all my best frene,carrying the cake and celebrating bdae with me...i was lyk..........omgosh tt is so sweet of them can...i love them to the fullest la~!!!!though im tired but i still can feel the happiness tt they had gave me...it cant be describe using words~!!!!!
okay shall ccontinue nxt time cos im too shag for anything now...~!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS MY BDAE AND IM SO AHPPY
8:12 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
tio thrash at dota?????i cant believe it...noobs tag along.
7:37 AMtoday isnt busy at GV.work with ppl tt i have nvr so far work with...things tt happen will be fareez late for so long.lucky got jon to help us in floor.all the things are well packed and placed ba.hahaha...didnt do much also and slack all the way..
THE LAN SHOP THINGS~!!!
i was thinking of going to lan shop for awhile though im realli veri broke man..but i still wana feel happy and i got the feel to owned ppl.BUT IN THE END,I TIO OWNED?!?!?!O.0
i dono how this hAPPEN TO ME.BUT THE FIRST MATCH WAS WITH A NOOB AXE AND WE PAWNED TILL HIS ASS DROPED AND LEAVE MAN..but after tt comes a 2v2 match where i was with tt noob hy and i cant believe it tt we got pawned till our ass burned!totally burned! cant u believe a hero lvl 17 while we were less than 13?hahaha...gona catch up with dota soon alr before im out of date.
ITS GONA BE MY BDAE SOON AND I WANA COLLECT PRESENT FROM EVERYONE!!!!!ESP FROM MY SCH FRENES..HOPE I DO HAVE A SURPRISE~!!!
ps:stop saying me and the hei she hui mei mei~!!!miss jaslyn~!!!!(gold class de don wu hui)
Friday, October 19, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERRY,HSIEN YUNG AND TIM~!!!!
HAHAHA...time has passed so fast and its the time of alot of my best frene de bdae wor...hahah..ytd went to celebrate with cherry and hsien yung but after tt tim come and join us at around in the evening.but first things first,though bdae is supposed to be the person the bdae boy biggest,but i guess this time we waited for quite some time lorh...
here is how it goes man....we were supposed to meet on 2pm at city hall MRT but i was late cos of smth then i sms cherry tt ill be late..she was lyk u late agn ah?!!?!?then i though im the worst already but when i saw my phone i receive a sms from hsien yung tt he is going to be quite late and call us to go first with our program first...i donno whether he is really having smth or he deliberately does tt.as u can see he is the one to let amber knows smth and slowly it seems to be lyk a virus spread across GV ah...ahahaha...u are going to be so dead man hsien yung...
after i told cherry,she is lyk ok lorh we go walk first and wait for tt bear to come.we waited for him lyk abt 2 and a half hrs man~!!!!its far to long already lorh.cherry and i have walked the whole of marina square and sit down drank tea and still no sight of hsien yung..but at least he arrives not so bad ba.he told me tt he will be reaching before 7.
then,we went to eat at the food court near the kbox there.i guess cherry and hsien yung ate rice and i ate ramen.actually the ramen is good but they make it quite hot until i keep sweating.and i mean sweating lyk i have just run a 2.4km man..its veri hot and im "pouring".oafter we ate finish,we talked awhile there and then we proceed to kbox~!!!
starting we were lyk noobs man first time go to sing there man..then we started to keep choosing the songs we wann to sing and began singing.i guess we were all not in "top" form.and i know tt there is one scene which is so paiseh.the service crew there were helping us to clear the drinks over there.then i was singing a song tt i cant reach the key and so i 'zhao key".suddenly everyone started to look at me and i stopped singing lorh.the girl there was like,LAUGHING AT ME CAN~!!!!though she didnt mean it in the way of laughing out loud but she just smile and leave the place..i was lyk Omgosh!!!! it is realli veri paiseh u see...
after that,the 2 bdae person don wana so early go hm and so they decided to watch a show at somemwhere which we took long time to decide man..hahaha..we finally decided to watch at plaza cos tim is going to join us and so we bought the 1240 time slot of the brave one.cherry and i went to the arcade to play the games there while hsien yung went out to make a chat with someone..hahaha...then i was looking at the psp and i was tempted to try to the game.i try for the first and second time and short of 2 level and i won it man.cherry played for the first time and nearly got to the major prize.i and hedr was lyk so frustrated can....i wish tt we had won the thing at least..RWARRRR~!!!!
the shlow ended at around 3 and its realli a long show.movie was not bad as the lines are good and a good twist of using legal system law to do was the things tt a law cant do.ill say tt is the loophole of the law ba..too rigid and inflexible..hahah..oops=x
but i do have to say tt the show is long man...i thought its a 2hr show but after tt i know from box its a 2hr and 30min show lorh...i am getting impatient there man...
after the show we went to the back of plaza and planning where to go and wad to do to kill time.i wanted to go hm at first cos i have promise dad tt ill be hm to slp and so on but after 3 person's ans is don wana go hjm so early,i stayed with them.we went to a 24hrs food court near bugis man...chatted alot of craps and ate foods there....