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it seems alot of things happen and i dono wad to do alr...those tt i trust most disappoint me,those tt i once trusted were once agn proven to be lying.Once agn zeju dono know wad is he doing is correct or wrong or rather growing independent and changed till i didnt even noticed.ppl tt once tell me and given me his word tt he will do well.in the end it all ended up lyk nothing is done.all te see first, confirm with u agn until last minute or keep calling them out till giving me all the RUBBISH lyk wad;got family dinner,got to meet frens and the worst:IM VERI TIRED ALR SO CANT MEET.tt is indeed a good excuse till u got nothing to say alr and u says tt.all these seems to be a recorder tt keeps playing back at my handphone inbox when i send sms out to meet.
this only shows some things:im a veri bad organiser in wrong timing and wrong date,trying to tell me im just a passer-by in ur life and don care much abt meeting or im just a idiot who do all these things which no one does..
the most scary incident just happened.i dono wad u are trying to tell me or u realli forget tt i have alr told u not to do it?but i think the second one is not so possible as i just told u not so long ago lyk afew days ago ba.izzit u are trying to test my patience and see whether i will not know not?? now there are alot of question marks in my mind be it u or my frens.i know u feel sorry abt it.but the point is tt why did i tell u in advance regarding this problem. my ans will be cos i don wann it to happen right in front of my eyes or my ear.i admitted i have done wrong in the past and i have tried to mend it alr.cant u see?cant u feel it?or izzit i have to enhance on it??
IM JUST TOO ANGRY FOR ANYTHING TO GO INTO MY HEAD MAN..
TELL ME THE ANSWER OF ALL THE QUSTION IN MY BLOG TT I ASK????CAN ANYONE DO TT???
lifeng once told me to forgive and forget.can i do tt agn?or im just too tired to do ut,or rather im just being stubborn an have no more commitment alr..............
Saturday, May 26, 2007
this few days got no time to go online or play any game cos i got alot of things going on mna..ltr still have to go to work at 530 mna!!! been working and wroking this few days.past few days was going on well,on fri thought i had short money of 14 dollars man but in the end is my error of not giving the merchant copy credit card slip to the guy man and instead took the wrong wann tts why...scared the hell outta me man!!!
ytd was fun.seeing alot of my frens forveri long time alr,,ppl lyk chin soon yong yuan and fabian..its been so long tt i nvr met up with him alr..hahaha...siyun yifen and lifeng also veri hardto meet up with them nowadays though they got the time to come out but darren and lincoln is busy so nvr got to play bball for a long time!!!!nvm.they are organising a netball thing on june so see maybe if i can play with them not lorh!!!hahaha...allan bdae was a successful wann.there are so many ppl at his hse till we h5-1 have to move to his hse downstairs and chat and talk and play!!!wanted to play bball all of a sudden but when we go to macpherson cc saw all the pros there man...so decided not to..stay at allan hse for quite sometimes cos all keep talking and talking lorh..ESP THE GIRLS!!!=x
then after watching shows,lifeng was hungry and decided to go to the nearby hawker and grab something..lifeng was the one who say she is hungry but she nvr eat there!!!*im hinting*hahaha...and keep kana shoot by her at the party man!!!so not fair!!!
kk shall end here...take care all my frens.guss wont be seeing ur for quite some times~~
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
hahaha...this few days happen quite alot of stuff though i nvr post but not so impt tt s why..but i guess i cant rmb all by now.LOL!!hahaha...okay..box office is not so hardas i see ba.just tt we are lyk venting machine and stufff lyk tt for the patron and they think tt they are realli veri big cos they got the cash amd money to buy the tix!!!no way man!!not happy refund u the money lorh!!!BIG DEAL!!have been doing floor cos firstly im not so pro at box so last min change me to floor to help out...sentosa beach resort called me and say im in for tt job alr so i have to think whether i have to go for tt job or not lorh...
ytd went to the orientation thing and feel so happy as if i have alr finally know everything abt Gv and stuff lyk tt man!!ahaha..thoug they say tt irene(head of dono wad)js veri strict,but in tt talk she is still okay.maybe i haven got a taste of her powerful scolding??ahaha..after tt went to eat with tim.esther,james,yati,and other frens..hahaha..finishing lunch,we landed in fusion playing pool man...tt is so funny as tim keeps saying "if nvr score this ball,im gona swallow the pool ball" and true enough he did not SCORE!!!TIM U STILL OWE US ALOT OF BALLS TO BE EATEN!!!HAHAHA...then he started to say eat this table,chairs, and EVEN LAMP!!!HAHAHA..then went out wht james to walk around at buis to see clothes.marcus and darren arrive and we started tto look for watches cos i needed a watch man....met daniel and caihui at bugis MT arcade and started to play lan after we ate our dinner!!!hahaha...though its still veri fun but we all have to go hm and rest alr..darren got lots of hw to be done and he is now down there at his com stressing tt how the hw can be done and solved!!!
ps>i reali sometimes don understand.izzit maybe u should go ur way and don contact for the tiime being ba.i guess this is the best way for me
Saturday, May 19, 2007
now adays realli lazy to post anything man...okay.this few days have been trying hard to learn box office and finally i have around master 50% if it alr..hahha..though starting was tough and stuff lyk tt but in the thks to my trainers i finally got it!!!ahahaha...darren has got in to the GV but didnt gt wad he expect but worst got into candy bar and stuff..hahahatrainer was gracina!my shifu also at GV.hahaha...gona go for the interview for sentosa job alr so maybe cant work at GV anymore.i know esther keep callling me to stay at GV till she also go then she hppy but i still haven got a comfirmation from tt manager so i'll stay???hahahaha...but still,plans are still not fix for me..now i guess i cant lead the way tt i wanted to alr.everyone has gone to their own life and procceed on to the nxt stage.
i wana play a marathon bball but now all is busy with poly stuff while i busy earning money for my courses!!hahaha...just try not to be too stress for my frens.anything happen just try to call me or wad though i have to work an cant use handphone for today as CHRIS is in my station.im still trying to find a handphone chain to hook around my neck but i wann limegreen color de strips!!!anyone knows pls let me know thks!!!
met with lifeng afew days ago for a short talk and went to library to borrow books!hahaha...i know i cnt win her in shooting but i guess she is also too stress at her accounting stuff tt is why she keep shooting me to destress RIGHT???Hahahaha..will try to meet up and have the same old way of playing bball till we dropped!hahaha....okay gona go off to work soon at abt one hour more man....
p.s>don be too stress!!anything just call me.i'.. try to be there for u^^
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
okay it been 2 or 3 days tt nvr post anything and later someone is gona scold me agn!!!hahaha..u should know who u are TYX!!!hahaha...izzit too obvious??last few days was okay..not much things to do and floor is gtting more and more boring man...met with lifeng ytd i guess at 4am i guess??hahaha...went there tio shoot till i cant retaliate man!!!u see tt lifeng?!?!?! stop shooting me man if not i shall call my back-up!!u should know who right??today gona do blox alr man...gona deal with money matters alr and i think im realli bad abt it..hope today i don lose any money man if not jialat ah...anyway geena don feel so stress okay..anything just leave me an sms or call me..no worry!ill TRY to call u bk!ytd played bball at 6 but after playing i feel lyk we didnt play much lorh...just got a feel tt im just running around and didnt pant the way i play with siyun lifeng they all..hahaha...i wana play with them soon man so long nvr play alr!!!siyun u heard tt???Hahahaha
i realli wish we could be ,lyk the past but i guess its impossible alr...all is going their own ways which i wanted the old way.did i change or life is lyk tt?we have to abandon some of ur frens in order to get to new frens and move on in life??life is such a fickle!!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
today was quite a bad day for me..keep kana shoot by my frens and stuff.though suddenlychris and i becomes veri good frens and we joke around lyk i have nvr hate him b4!!haha..tml he will not be doing alr so im gona be a little slack man..hahaha..they say alot of ghost stories to me man...and i was watching the ghoul 28 weeks later lah!!it nearly scares me to death man...hahaha...taken darren to my workplace and have an interview alr and amber the manager say he is okay.though they say tt she is a nice girl but i just think tt she is the same as the other manager ba,not much of a difference lorh..i wonder wad is so good abther lo.hahaha.WHEN ARE WE MEETING MISS LIM LIFENG????esther has been shooting me for ages and though last time she is not lyk tt but i still let her shoo COS IM NICE!!!!
kk end here..think for the nxt few weeks ill have no time for online cos im gona hold a second and maybe 3rd job!!!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
today got not much topost just tt don feel lyk going to tt place to work alr...dono why when i alw becomes leader alot of things to be done lyk we need to clear alot of halls and stuff lyk tt!!!!do u know how tiring to clear 5 halls when they are all full hse and group booking!?!?! damn those company got so much money might as well give me right?? i dono whether the ppl there is either a gentleman on ur front and stab u till u die and u don even know or im just too sensitive?!??it seems they are all pushing everything to me to do all the halls..i CLEARED THOSE DAMN 5 HALLS BY MYSELF!!!and when i call the ppl to hlp me they give me all kinds of excuses andsay later will help me clear when they stand there and do shit lorh..and the claner also acting pathetic tt got no one to clear she can sweep...then go usher point and ask lah!!!my fault meh?!?!!?
though i hate chris in almost everything,but one thing tt i admire him is tt when heis there,everything seems to be in order and surely he got no group booking.maybe i haven seen him clearing so many halls and have not seen him managing this kind of situation ba.but if he can do it,i will try to learn from him as no matter wad he has worked there for ages.im changing my post alr andits gona be cashier type of job!!!~i hate to be in post tt got to do and manage money!!!
kk gona stop here~i wana play bball and didnt got to play...NVM!!! i will train and beat marcus one day..guess gona go down myself tml or wad..and i keep thinking of pon- tt wok for tml!!!
Friday, May 11, 2007
kinda fun today going out.wentto meet lincoln and darren for going to school to collect my ugly and lousy cert man!! don realli wana collect cos its realli not nice.but still went to sch to collect it then went to vivo..now then i know tt vivo is so huge and alot of sales going on.we walked till kinda tired and have to wait for the LATE KING FRED to come and its lyk we were supposed to meet at 3 but ended up meeting at 5 i guess..so .....and i was lyk so irritated by it lah.i am supposed to intro him job and he can be late for so long for the 2ND TIME alr!!!
after tt we went to meet daniel and samuel at E-GANES shop and started to play lan though we waited lyk 2 hours just for the com.BUT,we went to eat first cos we were also quite hungry and thus EAT FIRST then play!!!hahaha...
ps>Ms TYX so is this skin nice??and i DID IT MYSELF!!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
okay today was just too suay and i dono why....my frene just wanted to fix back his psp where the owner makes it more spoilt and cant even on the psp alr...it must be the owner wana earn money and purposely wna make it spoilt so to have business!!! DAMN tt guy lah wana cheat money.after tt his cousin come down with his frene to settle this shit.PLS RMB NOT TO GO TO THE STORE AT SIM LIM BESIDE THE MAMA SHOP ON LVL 1 COS THEY CHEAT MONEY!!
after tt went home to eat my dinner and was planning to meet lifeng on 9+ or 10+ but she CANT make it so nvm.guess im having fever soon!!haha!
this time its gona be a weird feeling man! sigh
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
OKAY!today was quite a rush day for me.meet up with darren and lifeng at mac and danile was super late.those two was lyk grumbling abt how hungry they are and we started to shoot daniel man.then when he finally arrives,all of us was realli relievd lyk being released from prison!hahaha..daniel u heard tt??!?!=) had lunch with then though i had already ate at home.
after tt went to bugis to stay awhile while i wait for tt fred so long and late for 2hrs!!OMGOSH! nxt time pls beware of him man.played mario arcade with daniel and darren and it was quite fun though darren and i still thinks tt the car is kinda slow.after tt,caihui and fred arrives and i departed from bugis as i got an interview to go at sommerset john little.i was so shocked when i just know tt john little,marks and spencer and robinson are actualli one company!!! i though they are all from diff company.waited not long for the inerview and pay is still not too bad.but there is quite a number of them who appiled for CASHIER post;the one tt i hated most!
went back to home to eat my dinner and off to work alr though i did not intended to go back but it was kinda boring at home.work is still okay just tt its realli boring lorh! got alot of scolding from benard the manager.but still overall he was okay man.CHRIS DID NOT WORK AFTER I CAME!i was so happy can.and i was late for work!
mabe i think tt ive changed or wad ba.sometimes maybe i don realli understand or interpret correctly ur thinking and so i wont say anything further.just feel lyk wad u say makes me confuse and thinks tt im walking the same route as marcus;maybe kinda alike now.well...for now,i cannot desire anything from u or wad,and u and "him" are more close to me in alot of ways and u are more close to him than me,i cant demand u this or tt.sigh.im just too tired to do anything now.im just a passerby......
Monday, May 7, 2007
okay finally i created my blog alr but still got alot of things still left and need to be constructed!!! now i know how lifeng feels when she say tt the blogskin is so hard to make..SERIOUSLY its veri HARD..though i spent little time on the blogskin,i find it there is realli alot of things tt needs to be change SLOWLY.ahhhh...nowadays blogs are so hard to use and to change to the desired skin tt u wann.
i dono whether is i hope too much from u or i think tt u are just a passerby to me.it seems lyk i dislike u more and more and is growing stronger and stronger day by day...how i wish we were just reali mere frens lyk sec sch..maybe it helps me to feel much more better.
okay goona continue my blogging at night cos i got work to do lateer!!!!omgosh ITS CHRIS AGN!!
nite>>
okay today work was abit boring though i still got scolded by chris~but this time is not so cham..one of my fren tt i know there smoke man!!! i dono she started long ago or just learnt to smoke.so scared tt she will go deeper...having a bad headache now.shall post more tml~!