it seems alot of things happen and i dono wad to do alr...those tt i trust most disappoint me,those tt i once trusted were once agn proven to be lying.Once agn zeju dono know wad is he doing is correct or wrong or rather growing independent and changed till i didnt even noticed.ppl tt once tell me and given me his word tt he will do well.in the end it all ended up lyk nothing is done.all te see first, confirm with u agn until last minute or keep calling them out till giving me all the RUBBISH lyk wad;got family dinner,got to meet frens and the worst:IM VERI TIRED ALR SO CANT MEET.tt is indeed a good excuse till u got nothing to say alr and u says tt.all these seems to be a recorder tt keeps playing back at my handphone inbox when i send sms out to meet.
this only shows some things:im a veri bad organiser in wrong timing and wrong date,trying to tell me im just a passer-by in ur life and don care much abt meeting or im just a idiot who do all these things which no one does..
the most scary incident just happened.i dono wad u are trying to tell me or u realli forget tt i have alr told u not to do it?but i think the second one is not so possible as i just told u not so long ago lyk afew days ago ba.izzit u are trying to test my patience and see whether i will not know not?? now there are alot of question marks in my mind be it u or my frens.i know u feel sorry abt it.but the point is tt why did i tell u in advance regarding this problem. my ans will be cos i don wann it to happen right in front of my eyes or my ear.i admitted i have done wrong in the past and i have tried to mend it alr.cant u see?cant u feel it?or izzit i have to enhance on it??
IM JUST TOO ANGRY FOR ANYTHING TO GO INTO MY HEAD MAN..
TELL ME THE ANSWER OF ALL THE QUSTION IN MY BLOG TT I ASK????CAN ANYONE DO TT???lifeng once told me to forgive and forget.can i do tt agn?or im just too tired to do ut,or rather im just being stubborn an have no more commitment alr..............