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im going in to army soon and i should feel happy or excited in either way.but wad i feel now is lonliness and sorrow.i dono wad do i have tt sorts of feelings,or i guess is mood swing?so many things had happened and now am i trying not to face the fact and get hurt or im just trying to live the life tt i know tt will onli happen in tales and try not to get hurt regardless of it whether its the truth or not.everyone says tt in life u gona let go of some things in order to move on,u just cant stand at ur own ground pacing.frens tt had left me so far from places to places,and im just advised to forget abt them and move on.i know the truth is showing me the reality,prompting me to forward.now the fact is tt am i able to achieve tt and do as wad the surrounding had force me to do?
my answer to all is a solid NO.frens tt i had made will always leaves traces in my life,having memories on my brain,and scars in my heart.i dono why am i feeeling this way now,maybe is the pressure and cannont the way my life is going to be and tt is not wad i want. im being force to made changes in my life becos i have totally no control over it or rather to put it in a bad way,im just so lousy to even made my own life and ppl just come by and made choices in my life which is not wad i wan.
this few days tt has past and going to i guess will be the nbest memory in my life.i hate to say tt but its a fact tt the things i wanted life to be now is disappointing. dreams and reality can onli be on the oppsite side and not on the same line.i hope tt im not lost in the midst of everything or anything.remenber me,remenber there is still a person called zeju tt had step into ur life.........
Thursday, November 22, 2007
its veri long seems ive been to my own blog due to alot of work and outing and of cos i cant use the com also.for the past one month time is realli veri precious for me be it time with frens or with my little darling!for me i will rather stay it in this state then to have any changes in my life for now.have so mnay things to do and so mnay things i want to have.
frens i hope tt u can be in my life forever....................